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| I DID FOUR FREAKIN PIROUETTES IN A FREAKIN ROW TODAY!!!
It happened once last week during a dance class and it happend 3 times today and guess who saw it?!?!?!
no one... absolutely no one. it happens this way. you do something freakin fantastic and then nobody notices it. I'm just happy that I finally got four pirouettes in a row. | | |
| I need you boo (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
[Verse 1]
Hey! little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot... little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And... Oh, little cutie
When... you talk to me
I swear... the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind and...
[Bridge]
You mean to you
What I mean to you and...
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And...
[Chorus]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl, no one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet the heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel...
What I feel when I'm
With you [x5]
Girl...
With you [x5]
[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know what I won't lie,
You know what I would try,
To be your everything... yeah...
[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And...
[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Oh...
With you [x5]
Yeah heh...
[Bridge 2]
And I... Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die...
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonght
Woo ooh... Yeah
They need their boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight
[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Girl...
With you [x5]
Oh... | | |
| what a crazy week this has been. it started out rough but it's getting better.
i talked to patrick and things are really looking up. he's starting to talk to me more and invite me to stuff, which really excites me because i thought i screwed everything up. the way things are going right now (this instant) are going really well i would say. we had lunch with some friends on wednesday and then we talked about how things are going between us. it makes me feel a lot better that the friendship is starting to bloom now (yes, i used a flower metaphor to describe our friendship lol). i'm estatic that a bunch of us are gonna hang out and play rock band.
on other terms, i talked to erica tonight... or i tried. i told her i'm sorry about the whole courtyard mess and i'm sorry that i'm bailing out on her and ruthie. she said that everything is ok and time i mentioned something. i just don't like to see her being so down. i hope that she feels better soon.
and on another note... my relationship with some friends have increased more this week and this makes me super excited because i love having friends that care about me so much.
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| What the fuck did I do? I mean I know what I did but how do I fix it?!?!?! Why do I always have to fuck things up. I mean monday I found out that Patrick is ready to date again which i was frustrated about because honestly i think i might have been a lot better if he would of told me, instead of me finding out that way, but hey, it's nobody's fault. I'm not mad at him or anything. I just want things to be better again between us. I saw him at supper tonight and I told him I was sorry for causing so much commotion. I mean I saw his new information on LJ and instead of talking to him about it, i just posted a thing on LJ too, so I blame myself for that.
Then I found out like last week or on the weekend or something that I got into Courtyard because they just kept me on the waiting list since my freshmen year because of the whole hype that upcoming sophomores couldn't be in there. So I told erica and ruthie about it and erica said that when i was explainning it to ruthie that i told her i was going to take it. now i'm not exactly sure if i said i was going to take it or if i might take it, i can't remember. so now she's all mad at me now and i don't know how to fix that either. she doesn't talk to me anymore really and everytime i'm around her i just get this bad vibe from her. I mean i feel really bad about bailing out on erica and ruthie on the rooming thing. i just don't know what to do anymore.
the two people i was really close with and now i've basically pushed them away. god says everything is going to work out but i just wish this would work out sooner. What the hell am i doing? | | |
| well i just saw that on somewhere that he's ready to get back into the dating game. I know for myself that I'm not ready to do that at least for the rest of the semester but i'm also saying that if the opportunity presented itself, then i wouldn't blow it off. lately i've been talking to one or two people about relationship stuff and it's been nice to have just a listener and not somebody that has an opionion about everything. I do enjoy opinions and advice but at the same time it's nice to have just a listener. well anyways going back to him wanting to date... when i first saw that my stomach kinda dropped a couple of inches. It never occured to me that he would want to start dating again so quickly and this definitely caught me by surprise. I'm not gonna be the person that says, "hey you can't date anyone right now because i don't want you to." but at the same time i don't know if i'm ready to take this step. I kinda expected that there would be a bigger gap between the dating to no dating then back to dating scene thing. I guess i should have seen this coming since I didn't see the breakup coming and i didn't see this coming either.
Am I afraid to let him go because I'm afraid the friendship would leave too?
(I hate playing psychologist with myself. it leads me no where but questions. all questions and no answers. why can't this be a test and you can't leave a question blank?) | | |
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